The evening sun disappears br Behind a blackened landscape br My eyes attract no more tears br For too many have escaped... br br I stare off into the distance br Lost in a memory from my past br I know it's no longer in existence br Yet it haunts me everlast... br br Forever more I search for you br But this distance is too great br My heart keeps on moving through br Leaving behind only fate... br br The mourning that some call life br I searcn for someone to hide br A road of alcohol lessens strife br Yet it burns me alive inside... br br My soul is as hollow as the cavity br That once held my heart's emotion br A sudden pain courses through body br I've cut my arms without realization... br br My body insists on living br While my mind does not at all br My hands are made unforgiving br With blade on my body they crawl... br br I drain myself quite often now br A life less longing for future br I don't care when, don't care how br My way of life, self torture... br br No one knows the pain that you gave br Neither I have the power to define br But I can't bear it, I'm tired to crave br On my body I follow my own lines... br br My body is getting weaker br My mind might soon win the war br I'm plunging into a hole, deeper br Watching my fate from afar... br br Yet my eyes search for light br Up ahead piercing the cage I've built br Within myself it's made of plight br Depression, anger, hate and guilt... br br Misery that I've never known br I'm towards the end of my rope br A hand reaches me on its own br Defining me, creating new hope... br br Pulls me into warm embrace br Now my eyes seem full of tears br They stream down all over my face br Washing away all my nightmares... br br Soft lips kiss my tears away br And a voice whispers in my ear br Telling me it's going to be okay br Expressing love I always wanted to hear... br br Heavy breathings make me fall asleep br Spreading new breath in the air br But everything goes dark again, deep br For the gentle hands that stroke my hair...