i angle my head to the left br and focus in real close br narrow the size of my pupils br to get a closer look br in my peripheral i can see my chest br go up and down heaving br and my jaw is clinched tight br suddenly my inhale is short and fast br am i panting? br then i feel water trickle down my face br am i sweating? br my temperature is rising br my hands won't remain steady br beads of sweat blind me br and now my sight is stinging br and my vision is blurry br with no shapes jus colors br i wipe it away to sustain br and a sense of shock moves br through my nerves br and as soon as i began to make br my journey over br a tear dropp escaped from br from the pores on my head br to the crease of my lid br and in my eye br i trip over a sidewalk br damn these beads of sweat br i wiped my forehead br to reframe from this disability br un not being able to see br then reality had the br audacity to kick me br and now i wish i was blind br its when ur doing so good br that karma kisses u br so slowly with ruff lips br and a dry tongue br and razor sharp teeth br and suddenly br being alone doesnt seem so badbr br jasmine margetsonbr br