I don't know if it's a phase or not br but when I see my son br I feel he doesn't know who I am br It's the hardest thing I've ever been through br and when you walked out of my life br It only made things worse br my son and you mean everything to me br My son and you br are the only reason I got out of bed br and going on, living everyday br I've been trying to hold on for my son and you br and now losing you both br are the reason I'm letting gobr br Sara Panicalibr br