Raped (releasing my screams) br br The feelings of loneliness drag me down br Always wearing a mask, the face of a clown, br The depression is showing its ugly face br Alone in the dark, I am in the race. br My moods are dark with daunting future br The wounds are open, no time to suture, br Why do I need to feel this pain? br Why do I need to share the blame? br Why does it all come down just to me? br Why can’t they see my agony? .