Still fumbling for words br Though the tears of the hurt and the pain of br My heart tearing into pieces br br Because of you br I’m tired of fighting this up hill battle br But when you’re holding her now br I’m still standing here br You don’t see me in distress br You still think I’m happy were just friends br It’s like I’m bleeding internally from you stabbing my heart br From knowing that I’m not what you want br I’m losing at this game that you are winning at br I loose every time because I am no longer able to win br You make this so br When you holding her hand br When you’re kissing her undeserving lips br I fumble for words again trying to show you br How deep the right girl has feelings for you but you are too blind to see br But people who can see in the day are blind in the dark br But the people who are blind in the day br They are the ones who have the clearest outlook at life within their dreams br I am blind during the day from the tears I cry br Then at night I can see though the tears in my dreams br I dream a dream of only you loving me br In these dreams she does not exist br This dream is almost perfect until the black evil ghosts br I try to hide but always seam to come out at the worst time br They make you see the side of me that is a horrible person br A person that her heart is dark with dirty blood br Of all the times she’s died br The rays or sunshine are like the smiles you used to put on my face br They all come and go br In the great morning light here I go again thinking br If I step out the door I hide my feelings behind for so long br I’ll change your mind or sneak into your heart br But that would be like shooting the president and thinking br You’ll get away with itbr br Mrs.