Fed up following a regimen that is not br working, I embarked on eating freely br instant soup, packets of cookies, now br my head belongs to the allergy br br I can see why I need to eschew certain br things, living life in a vice-grip with ex- br plosions in my head is even worse than br the former distress br br My road to Purgatory is straight, reached br via cookies and bread, back to the straight br and narrow in order to gather my wits and br start again, luckily I know br br About previous lives and reincarnation, I br must have collected a terrible debt in my br previous lives to have earned me food br intolerance and allergy br br Always forcing me to create new meaning, br this lovely, beautiful world recedes while br the pain grows, by now I should know not br to play with fire, but I always do br br Fire is so nice and things might have changed br and I need to appreciate the health I enjoy, in br spite of overreaction to emotion and food…br br Margaret Alicebr br