I WASTE SO MUCH TIME HELPING OTHERS br br THAT I FORGET ABOUT ME br br YOU DON'T KNOW ME YOU JUST KNOW THE DETAILS OF MY HISTORY br br I CAN'T GIVE MYSELF OVER BECAUSE I'M STUCK IN BETWEEN br br MY LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE BUT I'M LIVING A DREAM br br CAN'T TOUCH THE GOLD UNTIL YOUR WOUNDS ARE CLEAN br br A DISFUNCTIONAL, INCOMPLETE, & UNREALISTIC MACHINE br br BEFORE ANY STATUS FIRST I'M HUMAN BEING br br I SIN EACH DAY & OF COURSE I WILL AGAIN br br GLANCING OUT THE WINDOW PICKING OUT MY FRIENDS br br STANDING FACE TO FACE & I CAN'T EVEN TOUCH YOUR HAND br br LOSING & GROWING & GROWING & WINNING br br I CAN'T CONCEIVE THE END NEVER HEARD THE BEGINNINGbr br Courtney Steelebr br