I’m sitting here thinking about the br time you caught me drinking br I was sick all up in the bath ... br u weren’t mad u were calm, br the day after we sat and laughed br br You told me it served me right, br and that my sick state was my punishment that night! br I wish we could laugh again, u were a rock, br and often a shoulder u would lend, br but the truth is that night I lost not only my mum br but also my best friend br br The thing that causes me my pain and fear, br is how i remember your words so clear, br how that night you told me, br you didn’t believe you’d ever get out of here, br br I told you to stop being so silly, br everything was gunna be fine – you’ll see br Knowing deep down you were slowly slipping away from me! br I don’t believe in god, I know who’s to blame. br Just have to accept that I will never see you again br br I will take my revenge for what they did to you, br the pain the suffering the harm. br No man of 23 should have to see his mum die in his arms. br Although now your gone, br Your legacy lives on, in me, your grandchildren, br in everyone you brought your happiness upon. br br I will never forget you and as my final plea, br its only now ur gone that I can truly see, br how much u actually did do for me br br I’m Sorry that for so long i wasn’t the perfect son, br but if i had my time again id be a much better one! br I love you so much we were a perfect team, br i will see you again if only in my dreams. br I miss you mum.