Find the best financial services for you at: SMARTFINANCESOLUTIONS.NET - What should I do with my life....I need help please.? - I'm 17 years old and my birthday will be in a week so I will be 18 soon. The reason I am writing this is to express my feelings and get some feed back on what should I do. Recently my girlfriend of 3 years who I have been with since my Sophmore year of High school decided the best birthday gift was to take a nice hot **** on my heart and then do the dance known as the Dougie all over my heart. I feel as if she was the best thing in my life and that she was the best thing i had going for me due to the fact that she was way out of my league on the looks level. br br Also my father who is 35 and a alcoholic recently woke me up on a school night to tell me that i ruined his life and that I am the reason he hates his life. He divorced my mother 3 years ago and had no reason to even be at my house in the first place. So it seems that he went out of his way and took a 30 min drive to tell me this and then go back home. br br My mother who is possibly the only person that cares for me in this world is suicidal due to my father leaving her and not having any friends or family to support her in her time of need, also the fact that she had to file for bankruptcy. I love her very much so it broke my heart when she told me that the only reason she continues to live is because of me, her only child and her one and only good thing. br br What the **** should I do about my life?...I'm still a kid and I'm really looking for some guidance it would help me out so much.