Find the best financial services for you at: SMARTFINANCESOLUTIONS.NET - How would you diagnose me on a psychological level? - Some background: I've been dealt a really poor hand in life. I have several disabilities from birth (mild spastic cerebral palsy, adhd, low testosterone, petit mal epilepsy and infertility). I've been robbed several times at gunpoint, had a vehicle stolen, have lost everything I owned (checking & savings closed, vehicle repo'd, apartment gone, etc...) and even filed bankruptcy. I broke one of my wrists and damaged one of my knees very badly in a work related accident when I was in my early 20's (had surgery after wrist healed). I have some college experience but never got a degree, I have worked mostly in minimum wage jobs save for one as a supervisor for a 3 or 4 year period. br br As a consequence of all of this stuff I have dealt with in my life, I hate authority figures, have extreme difficulty in trusting others, am angry most of the time. I speak out loud to myself all the time whenever I'm angry or upset about something. I refuse to ask for help from anyone for anything at all costs, I have mood swings. I have no ambition or drive to move forward in my life to better my situation because I feel there is no point in trying anymore because it'll just be taken away in the end again. I am a loner, have practically friends, people can't stand to be around me because I'm so negative all the time, and I go out of my way to avoid people (including family) whenever possible. Yet, I am still able to function (in a somewhat limited fashion ofcourse) in a working environment.