[Myalansky] br This goes out to all my cats in the projects br Just livin it, still livin it br Thru the ruff times and the bad times, br the crimes, where was heaven br Must be sumwhere here, though, for real br I never seen the place br Maybe sum place u got when u die br An ordinary cat from outer projects, since I was younger though br Mom raised her children, pops dipped a long time ago br In my mind I see flashbacks, I had no fancy clothes br Skinny, ugly, knotty head nigga cryin with a snotty nose br Even though my father neglect, he pay the child support br Hadn't seen him all these years, I hug his ass in court br Always sayin I'm comin to get u and I be waitin too br Holiday and birthday presents was never comin thru br Remember at the age 13 I started smokin weed br Hangin out with cats that was older, start to run the street br Dropped out of high school sellin drugs, impressin chicks br Spent most my cheddar on gear, my man was buyin whips br New York, Jamaican, Miami niggaz, flooded Virginia quick br Cause signin work only if buying, prices was high as shit br Remember when I first got hit, I seen the iron spit br 50 cash bent in one corner bleeding where pellet hit br My man Shawn, he held on strong br Slug burn through his lower back side, crack his spine exit his arm br Lost him twice on the hospital table and when he died I cried my eyes out br I couldn't take it (damn damn), but the same things continued to happen br Niggaz got bust, I'm a kid with a grown man's mind turnin corrupt br Playing innocent in front of my elders br I was runnin with them cats that be robbin too, I couldn't tell 'em br If my name was up in any type trouble, my mom would tell me br Just like u brothers into some shit go get a job or sumthin br Just a little bum on the street, not working hard for nothin br Scratch I made when I was pumpin, I'm here to offer sumthin br Making sure the crib stay tight, for real I wasn't no dummy br Tell me where u gettin this money, I wash a car be lyin br Saying anythin 'sides drugs sellin br br a class="link" rel="nofollow" href="