Your absence leaves me with an br empty page on which two diverging br stories are written, but who cares br about loss when it leaves a meaningless br vacuum, never totally gone, but shrinking br to a pinpoint of pain. br br Don't touch it for it evokes hope br and desire which are best ignored. br Only in foolishness, the wish br persists. br br I miss your unruffled nature, your easy chuckle, br your seemingly desire to please, although br under scrutiny it hides what you want.