I am worried about every single thing I shouldn't be worried about. br To once recall what you have said and promised; br my heart shivers even harder. br Not being your one and only is the problem, to think of. br Though, you're not my one and only either; I lied. br I am a hitch; someone who puts glories over others' love lives br but fails her heart in such trusting issues. br br I have lots and loads of questions to ask, I know you'll be upset. br If I didn't write them down, just to have a look of you, they would've gone away. br In the end, I'd crumple the paper; not dare enough to. br Do you know just how much my heart shrieks whenever they're around you? br I'd die for love. Oh, I'd die. br Falling tears are now my friends; smiles are my fake ones. br Even dreams are not enough. br br Listen. I can hear the air flowing right to my ears. br The breathing, the voice of ones I might know about: br 'Stop questioning his love, my dear. Something good will happen.' br Wishful! Aah, then I remembered, they can feel what I feel. br I can smell you sometimes: a second of a day. br I cry so easily in the bathroom, along with the water I used to cover my tears. br Then I close my eyes; hoping I'll be awaken somehow.