emotionaly disturbed with whats happening to me br im so numb to the feelings one should feel br the pain has taken me away br br br the pain lives deep br as for there is no longer any me br the emotions i used to feel br seemed to have just all faded away br with this pain that has overcome me br br what is it to feel joy br or to smile br and not fake just so no one can see br whats going on within me br br the lights the stars even those words br just dont seem to mean much to me br with all this pain you have caused me br br i wana feel i wana live br i wana know what its like just to be me br to laugh to love br to be pain free br if only you could see br everything youve done to mebr br Melinda Kellybr br