Before you came into my life I was so strong, br Now that your here it feels like it was wrong, br I feel totally helpless, totally weak, br Now my future stands as 'bleak'.. br br Then 'it' happened, you did something which I will forever hate, br You wandered to another, but not just to anyone... my best mate, br That was the end for me, I crumbled to dust, br Knowing that what was slashed.. was my lust... br br Now it seems like everytime I see you, I see her staring back, br Insecurity comes over me like a shadow, making my eyesight black, br I try to ignore it, I try to escape, I try to hide, br But I just cannot control the trapped feelings inside... br br Trying so hard to hate you for what you did to me, br But everytime we spoke, I felt myself loving you so deeply, br I drowned into your eyes and suffocated into my heart, br I found myself in deep water.. just like I was from the start..