Today br is the day br teared to pieces br my lonely heart bleed br watching my soul br besides me br be on knees br praying for remember br to come br feeling so bloodless br broken in between br watched 'Schiller' br my favorite on the screen br not the poet although br he is mine but the German br groups concert named br 'Breathless' br to find my inner shine br was so high taken br by music and flow br when it rings at the phone br neighbor felt bothered br about my obsequies br brought back consciousness br found me on my knees br broke my conscientiousness br in memory back to NO feel br could not slip in br where the time train runs br had lost the heart beats br of my father at once br anger came into my pain br let my tears come again br had lost this beautiful day br by an unknown neighbor br even not knowing his name br but I also include him br in my pray.