I lay on the floor br arms spread out by my sides br I am looking at the shadows br that dance on the selling br waiting for them to lash out at me br in my moment of pain br waiting for my moment to pass br so I can go on with my everyday things br but my dark moment is steel here br waiting for me to make a move br waiting for me to care br leaving nothing but dead wait in my thoughts br I am wagging a war in witch I am not winning br I have no choice but to let go and let it bebr br Amanda Sheltonbr br