i am getting tired br of starting afresh br each time br somewhere new; br br to you everything was br just a game, br it’s easy to say br i was a fool; br br helpless, pretending, br hoping someone would see br i guess i fell straight br into the trap; br br i wonder what it feels like br to find the one in this life, br the one we all dream of, br but dreams are’nt just enough; br br confused about my very existence br just knowing certain things br will never change for us at all br i did my best to keep going; br br tonight, out in the moonlight, br me standing here under the stars, br looking for a diamond in the rough br never knowing when it will show up, br i am ready now; br br in the darkness of my mind br as i get ready to breathe my last br i’ve got a confession to make, br loving you was a mistake; br br you gave me something br that i didn’t have, br but in my heart you don’t exist anymore br as my mind decides between life and death, br tempting fate and br dancing with destiny, br i am swallowed up in the br sound of my screaming;br br Vanessa Hernandezbr br