The party's swinging br everyone's having fun br but deep in my heart br I know we're missing someone br br To the outside world br I'm as happy as can be br but inside I'm falling apart br scared to let anyone see br br I wish with all my heart br that things could be different br and we weren't so far apart br but in order to fix it br I don't know where to start br br So for now I'll carry on pretending br until I know how to make it right br my heart can't go on mending br with you so far out of sight!br br Becky Ginnbr br