Alone I was on my birthday, br No cake, no candles to blow. br I made my own lunch and sat in front of the tv, br The sound of the tv were all that filled the room. br br Alone I was on my birthday, br Because I am a big nobody. br If I were famous or important, br Then everyone would see, br Things would've been different for me. br br Alone I was on my birthday, br Maybe I deserved it that way, br But I had always had to struggle for things, br Whilst others had it easy. br br Alone I was on my birthday, br Don't need a capital letter for mine. br I prayed tearfully that god change it next year, br That god not let me be alone again. br br Alone I was on my birthday, br That dark thoughts filled my head, br Would they even notice me, br When they saw that I was dead. br br Alone I was on my birthday, br Made hot chocolate and went to bed. br I prayed for his mercy and pity, br That god grant me a good nights rest. br br Alone I was on my birthday, br Missing those lost and gone. br Still I tried to thank god for things I didn't know I had. br I prayed for other people around the world, br May god grant them and me a better birthday, Amen.