A temporary splinter is wedge deeply in my brain br The piercing is so deep, its causing unexplainable pain br My body feels as if two trucks have gone at full speed colliding together br Crushing all m bones, leaving nother except dust and blood br The Bloodystreams that were once filled with dark red blood br has turned to cold blue steel. br br Its as if all my blood has disappeared completely br Drained out and spilt everywhere. br br Not a single breath can escape me br All that comes out is dirty, filthy lies that br cover the truth, which is my deep dark depression br Arriving from common everyday things br br School, friends threating friends with violence br Concerns from other br Lack of consistency br Make a math equation that adds a few tonnes br onto my already heavy burden br br A good way to describe how I'm feeling at the moment br Is a horse. br Constantly being kicked in the ribs by random annoying children br Wanting me to speed up to keep up. br I want to go at my own pace br Sort out my life, before anything else happens.br br N.