The night falls quickly, br The sky full of lost hopes and tired dreams, br I drift away slowly, br Reminded of the screams. br br Those screams haunt me, br Each and everyday, br They tell me your watching me, br They tell me I'm your prey. br br I try to sleep, br I lie awake, br I think of the chance, br The chance I have to take. br br This art I possess, br Is beautiful, br Though, unlike the rest. br br I can't live this life I'm so sick of, br i can't take it, br Do you know how horrible it is? br To hate the man you love? br br You say I could be better, br But when I'm good, br You say I'm the best. br br You say it to keep me wrapped up, br Wrapped up in the stupid reality, br A reality I can't give up, that you possess. br br You mess with my head, br You make me feel strangely disgusting, br Sickly and ill, br You shove down my throat, br That jagged pill. br br I rise, br Reminded of the screams, br The screams of pain, br From the hits upon my skin, br When you turn devilishly mean. br br I go to grab the sharp knife, br It rests in the kitchen sink, br We used it for dinner, br You left it there, br Why didn't you think? br br I take it to the bed, br I clutch it in my hand, br The moon glows, br As I silently fight this harmful man. br br One, br Two, br I cannot bring myself to do it, br I love to hate you too much, br I feel ashamed and sick. br br My stomach turns, br I try it once more, br Before I know it, br There is blood on the floor. br br You sick, twisted bastard! br Look what you've made me do! br I wouldn't be so crazy, br If it wasn't for you. br br It seems rather black in the moonlight glow, br The blood in its many shades, br I smile grimly, br My love for you fades. br br I killed you, br The pain, br And the demented game, br You made me play. br br I killed the passion, br I killed the hate, br I killed my narrow fate. br br I do not hear them, br Those screams are gone, br They're finally dead, br They have diminished, br Just like the sickness in my head.