I have wonderful friends br and a wonderful man br but when i get home that all starts to bend br either my brother is saying he hates me br or my mother is yelling about the dumbest things br i wait for that phone to ring br so it'll take me out of that room br and away from everything br if it doesnt ring by 5: 05 br I pick up the phone and dial the number br sometimes your there br and sometimes your not br but tonight you are br so i say hang up and call me back br my mom gets suspious br but doesnt say a thing br as i sit in my room and say nothing br at all... br just the sound of your voice makes me feel so strong br I take one good look at my wrist br and i realize what i did was wrong br but by the time you say I love you br the bloody cuts are gone.