honestly, br speaking the unspeakable, br it is not fear alone br gripping us in the negative br but the act br of not fully being here br binding us to the paranoid br void br dead hope br br helplessness br before the dread vision br of our non existence br questions br our need to love br that which is most br rejected in us br the unknowing knower br honestly br is br br it is the wound br of love br that drives br our separation br asking to be seen br and cherished br a sacrament br of devotion br to lifebr br andrew lovattbr br