Being cold isn't fun br You're safe in your own little shelter br But it still hurts br You think you know what you want br But inside you're lonelier than lonely br There's nothing but the gloom. br br Detached, but longing br For something you're afraid to have br Wanting, but dare not admit br For fear they would ridicule you br Or how the boys might let you down br And break your heart into the tiniest pieces, br Even the geniuses cant fix. br br You want to surrender br But you act tough anyway br 'We must laugh at man to avoid crying for him' br So you fool yourself br You tell all your friends: br 'I like being alone on a Saturday night; br Nothing beats it! ' br br And they're probably at the cinemas now br Or bowling with their precious ones br Holding hands, br Confiding and trusting - br Something you cant seem to do. br Opening up isn't you expertise; br You know it, br I know it. br br And its late at night br And you wanna call somebody br But you cant, br Cause u dont want them to think youre needy br And you wanna have a walk in the rain br But you dont wanna be seen alone. br br So all the lights off br Youre going to bed early tonight br And you wanna cry, br You need to cry, br But no its not possible. br You cant, br my love, br Cause you're immuned to pain br Crying is for weak people. br (You dont want to be one of them) . br br And i hate to break this to you br But you, br my love, br br You're cold. br br Cant feel, br Cant express, br Cant love. br br Distant,br br Lara W.