The sun is coming up br It's a brand new day br But with all that's happened br I still feel the same way br br Sometimes when I think br I start to feel sad br Too much has been said br The whole dream has gone bad br br No more of getting old together br No more waking up by your side br All of the dirty things that you said br Only make want to run and hide br br There's way too much hurt br To ever return to you br I am the mother of your children br And I deserve that respect too br br These things I wish I could say to you br But they will never leave my lips br It wouldn't change a damn thing br Only set you off on a dick trip br br Sex with you will never be again br You've forced me way too many times br You should have listened when I said no br There was no reading between the lines br br You reminding me of it makes me sick br You made me feel so dirty br This started way back when I was fifteen br Now, goddamn, I'm almost thirty br br I'm over all of the bullshit br I'm sick and tired of the lies br I'm over all the 'where've you been's br I'm finished with the 'when and why's br br One day I hope you understand br Why these words I'll never say br And why I walked out over a year ago br Things haven't changed from then to today br br 08212006br br Angelique' Rockwellbr br