I'm aware I said I wouldn't do it again br But of course I knew I probably would br I slept with the man with the great hugs br I did it, I think, because I wanted to and could br br I know nothing will ever come from it br But it seems he really pays attention br When I need it and am feeling alone br It's very comforting, and sweet, not to mention br br Afterwards he gets extremely quiet br I'm curious as to what it is he's thinking br I just can't help myself but to hug him br Then he leaves and again I start sinking br br Nothing fills the lonely emptiness br Definately not these one night things br But my hugger and my lover help alot br And with them there are no strings br br I know my hugger cares for me at little br Now my lover I can't yet say that for br But I know whenever we part ways br I want to go running back for more br br My life is really quite busy right now br Between my kids and my job br There isn't time for a relationship br But alone, by myself, I began to sob br br Can I really live life alone by myself? br That is something I need to find out br I think I need the personal contact also br 'Cause I know that's what it's all about br br Holding someone and being held br This is what I really, truly crave br Is there someone out there like that? br If not I'll, alone, try to be brave br br 09072005br br Angelique' Rockwellbr br