For everytime you've seen me smile br i've shed five more tears. br For everytime I've laughed br I've shuddered at two more fears. br For everytime you've looked at me br For everytime you've seen my eyes... br br For everytime I fell for you... br You wasted yourself on me. br br The mirror's staring me back, br In tact, br But my image is out of wack. br Distorted, blurred, br Worthless. br Fucking worthless. br br My own little suicide br And I've nothing left to hide. br And though I've tried br And I've grown tired... br I'm still here. br I'm still fucking standing. br And no one can stop that. br No one can top what br I've been through. br br Thinking of you. br Thinking of myself. br Always thinking of myself, br Like the self-righteous bastard I am. br The self-indulged piece of shit... br I hate who I am br And I'm sick of it. br br But I won't let this fucking die. br And eye for eye... br I'd give my fucking life for you. br I'd do anythind I had to do. br br Because I've always loved you... br I'll always love you... br More than I thought I knew how to.