Will I ever learn? br Am I just a masochist? br Looking for some pain? br I said too much br I opened my heart again br You’ve got the key to my heart br And you damn well know that br Nothing I do is good enough for you br I crucify myself br Please pull the nails out of my body br But you just stand there br Laughing about my struggling in your web br I pray that this is not really happening… br But it is br You don’t care for me br Why do I crucify myself?br br Melissa Koemanbr br