Sitting in my big kitchen br Of my big blue house br Under my big roof br Staring outside my big windows br With big blinds covering every single one br br I wonder when I will br Be able to sit down br And say “Life is good” br Don’t get me wrong br Life is a lot better than last week br But I still feel like br I have the weight of the world on my shoulders br br Sometimes it seems br I have to walk br With my head high br Act like I have no worries br A puma ma tadda br When I know deep down inside br That is far from the real truth br br While I sit in my big kitchen br Of my big blue house br Under my big roof br Staring outside my big windows br With big blinds covering every single one br I wonder when I was ever truly happy br br Most people would say br I am suffering br From teenageritis br But its more than that br Life has become complicated br A vast, empty ocean br Full of surprises br One day it will br Change br But what can I do br Shit happens! br Because everything br is everything br And thats how its always beenbr br Sydne Morrisbr br