I'm hanging on to hopes and dreams, br Afraid of losing everything.. br Hating myself for breaking the rules; br Disgusted that I fell for you. br br Now I'm crying all alone, br Thoughts of us are far from gone. br And your lies dwell deep within; br Manifesting underneath my skin. br br But suddenly my tears stop falling, br And in the distance I hear you calling. br I hear your voice over everything, br And I fall for you all over again. br br And again this song plays, br Sad but true.... br I hate myself for loving you.