I've always wondered what you were thinking, br When you look at me weeping br I've always wondered if you could see, br Everything that is inside and about me br I've always wondered what you are all about, br Because inside I'm falling in love br I've always wondered was it all my fault, br Or was it just something that was all laid out br I've always wondered was it love or was it pain, br In my heart it must have been pain br I've always wondered why you pushed me away, br You just wouldn't let me stay br I've always wondered, could I forgive myself, br For trusting in someone else br I've always wondered, could I forgive you, br For leaving my heart broken with youbr br Courtney Helselbr br