What can I say, indubitably I did it; I even remember the very day. br After all the memorable moments, I blew a chance for love’s sway. br Times I’d visit him, after socializing in the pub; we’d have coffee. br Once while listening to classic music we even had some toffee. br br Even after he and his friend chaperoned, I danced the night away. br Weeks later he talked of a new girl-friend, to saddening my fray. br Til then I hadn’t known what I felt; knowing how I’d miss our fun. br I’d sabotaged my chance for romance, with this perfect gentle one. br br He had the perfect demeanour and caring ways with the such charm. br What I did was tell him only the bad and not’ of my heart, so warm. br And so he watched, I danced with every good looking guy in sight~! br Hoping he’d guess he was the-one or fooling myself for a bigger bite. br br Hey, this Wild-Rose of destiny was running even from God, you see. br Never thought I’d inadvertently obstruct love, for fear’s reality. br I felt safe from love; fearing little and change wasn’t one of them. br Things for which we find of ourself are costly, within a fog so dim.