I woke up this morning with so much despair and disdain in my heart br My heart was breaking and I could hear it br I have tried to get over this nagging feeling but it keeps tagging at me br It burrow down into my marrow br I can smell death, its breathing down my neck br I am panicking right now br I don't like this feeling at all br Its like madness filled with despair and hopeless anguish br I am so sick of feeling this way br Depart from me, I will not let you ruin me br I will fight you till the end br I have so much to live for br Then why do I feel this way?br br Elizabeth Jacqueline Mpangabr br