I hope one day you don't decide br that I was just a waste of time. br I think you think br that's what I'll do; br that eventually I'll get tired of you. br Truth is, I'm scared br that I'll disappoint you. br It's easier for me br to complain about you br than it is to say br what makes me afraid of you. br Well, I'm afraid I'm not pretty enough, br tall enough br small enough br blond enough br fun enough br sane enough br sweet enough br neat enough br good enough; br for you. br And it's hard for me br to tell you this at all. br I don't like being vulnerable; br but most of the time, br I'm surprised you still call. br I don't know what it is br that keeps you around, br but whatever I've got, br I hope it never runs out. br So don't pay me attention br when I bitch and complain br I just get tired of you br being constantly amazing. br Every now and then br I need to take you down a peg. br Unless you're too good to be true.