I ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I AM WARM. ABUSED. DOPE FUCKED; HONEST TO GODS TRUTH. br br BECAUSE THEN I AM ME TO LOVE WHO IS NUMB. IF I LOVED ME IN PAIN.. MY PAIN br br WOULD STRIKE BACK AND INTENSIFY THE DAMAGE THAT HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE.. AND br br INCREASE THE CONFUSION AS TO WHY I EVEN LOVE ME AT ALL.