WHEN IT HURTS SO BAD br WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD? br BECAUSE WE GET BLINDED BY THE THINGS WE SEE br OR ALL THAT HE HAS TO OFFER br NEVER FOR ONCE THINKING IS HIS LOVE GINUINE br OR ARTIFICIAL br BUT WE MAY NEVER NO br JUST THINKING YOU'VE GOT HIS HEART br NOW LET ME CAPTURE HIS SOUL br AS THE REAL HIM UNFOLDS br HE ENJOYS YOUR COMPANY br BUT YET AND STILL HES IN LOVE WITH HER br SO YOU TAKE IT FOR WHAT ITS WORTH br AS YOUR HEART REMAINS INDENIAL br AND YOU ARE SO UNTRUE TO YOURSELF br BELIEVING THAT HE LOVES YOU AND NO ONE ELSE br JUST TO THINK HE WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH YOU br HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL br TO KNOW THAT HIS LOVE WAS NEVER UNCONDITIONAL br SO UNREAL br REALITY SINKS IN AND YOU TRY AND FREE YOURSELF br NOW LOVES IN VAIN br BUT YET AND STILL YOU STICK BY HIS SIDE br MANIPULATIVE LIES br SILENT CRIES br SLOWLY DYING INSIDE br BUT WHY WHEN IT HURTS SO BAD IT FEELS SO GOOD?br br Heaven Johnsonbr br