Sometimes I love life br Sometimes I hate life br Its all so confusing br What am I doing? br Who have I become in this world thats so cold br How do I live through every day br Hoping for a better tomorrow? br Will I ever find one? br It feels like I'm just walking through a world... br With nothing but death to surround me br I feel so much pain, br Anger, and saddness in my heart br Should I get rid of these feelings? br Maybe I should just keep them br If I could get rid of them... br How would I do it? br I have so many feelings br All kept inside br If I let them out br It would be too painful to bear br Feelings of hurt, Love, br Death, hate, confussion, br How do I control them? br Do I have a chance in this world? br When all I can feel in this world is death br Will all of these feelings that are too confusing... br Even for me to understand ever change? br How can anyone change what they dont understand? br I just remain in silence br Trying to find a way to express all these feelings inside br Will I ever find one? br I guess they will just remain inside br Until I find my way to release them br A way to explain. br br br Written in 2002 br I was in 8th grade then wow...