There is no happiness or joy, br there is no broken heart, no pain. br Am no longer a reckless boy, br not yet a disappointed man br br I have struggled far too often br with myself more than with others. br Pain will fade, my moods will soften br reinventing myself for you. br br Imagining how it could be br is good enough for me right now. br Am not depressed like I should be, br but pleasantly indifferent br br Am as happy as I can be, br a change would risk the way it is. br There is no us, for you and me. br I want no more than what is now.