Suicide is now my only hope. br My only hope to be free. br To get away from the shit in my life. br Surly I'll be free this way. br br I have to leave this world br Leave it all behind. br Mabey Im a coward br Or mabey not. br br I never did have a say br What happened to me in my life. br Never got justice br Or even the chance to say no. br br Well I guess I have controll now br Over my life and over my death. br Things left undone br Things left unsaid br Must stay this way. br br My family wont miss me br If I think about it br The only person who loved me is dead. br The only thing on this earth br That I'll miss are my animals br Its the only thing on this earth that loved me. br br Guess none of those things matter now. br As here I lie death entering in.