Though I chose death. br Instead of heartache and pointless pain. br My love and need for you still remain. br But my pain I could no longer sustain. br Nor would it of stopped you from greiving. br Although I chose death instead of heartache and pain. br I hope my memory it will not stain. br Nor lead to a life of misery. br It was something I had to do. br My love for you all still remain. br For only in you I live again. br br My life I lived in vain. br With a load of shit and pain. br So my life I selfslained.