Im so angry. br Im hurt aswell. br But admist all of this I am lost. br br Lost for I know not what to do. br Nothing seems to turn out for the best, br Even with all the rest. br br I hurt each new day. br Worse than the day before. br And wonder what is all this pain for? br br If this is the way. br The way I was meant to live my life. br Then god can have it back.