I'm no longer who i used to be, br but a lie, br hidden with spiteful fantasy. br no longer to worry about who i am or who i want to be, br all i know is that this person, is not me. br so sick of feeling numb, br like this level of hell doesn't even faze me. br i was lost, and aching with a broken heart. br concealed with all this pain br found an old mask and put it back on.