I scream in pain as i fall to the ground br Oh, God where have I fallen now? br The silent scream shatters the noise br Who knew this would be the last time I'd feel? br br Distorted pictures, all around br Dizzy, Disturbed, Oh no, I'm hurt br Where's my heart? There's a hole in my chest br So frightening. Painful. I'm so unreal. br br Distant screaming, where's my throat? br I can't make a sound br Someone calling out in the darkness. Terrified. br A knife pierces me through my back br br The Pain! So prominent. Where's my soul? br Torn apart. I see a heart. It's broken. br So cold, it crumbles. Could this be mine? br If so, why is this heart black? br br When did this happen? where did I fall? br Where is the sky? The ground? br Where am I? I'm lost. So scared. br Blood. from where? My eyes. br br Why am I alone? What's this wall? br The... My? screaming is the only sound. br This outsider's pain is all I feel br Blood is the flavor of the tears I cry. br br Ripped from my eyes, I didn't want to cry br This isn't me. This is someone else br Where's myself? Who am I and where? br Lost. again. Theres nothing solid br br I'm choking. A rope named 'why? ' br Thrown from my sky. My mother. I've let her down br 'Mom! I'm sorry! help me, I'm scared! ' br 'I can't, honey, you forgot to hold on br br You've let us all down again, my dear br No more chances. We can't have your disgrace br Im sorry. I loved you. But you didn't listen. br You're alone now. As you always knew you were.' br br Now I'm being attacked. A wolf named 'Fear' br Where's my laugher, my hiding place? br 'Momma please! At least tell me when! ' br Silence, again. Sickness with no cure. br br Theres no light. It's so dark. Is this a dream? br Reality! Slap me. I can't wake up br Oh no. Is this the end? Am I finished? br I'm still falling. I can't get a foothold. br br Why can't I feel my own scream? br I can't even feel my hate for love br My mind painfully starts to reminice. br Alone. The reality of me shows. I'm just cold.