my heart is filled with darkness and pain br wrapped in sorrow from depression's dark chains br looking for the light where darkness only exite, br where happiness is only a myth, br br I keep search for a magical door br the more i search the more tears ony seem to pour br looking for a way out of the cold dark place br try to run from my past i can not dare to face br br I keep wondering if its all bad dream br when will i wake up please wake me up i scream br unlease me from this world and release this chains br let me be with what little sainty remainsbr br manda depressedbr br