its way to late and you dont care br somehow i smile and run a hand through my hair br I wish things didnt unfold this way br but you dont care...so what can i say? br br You always listen, but you never see br cant you read what is obviously br written on my face as you come near br you dont care, or you'd be here br br cant you hear it in my words br hidden clues but you've never heard br cant you feel the goosebumps on my skin br my heart was yours to win br br cant you see it on my arm br the scrapes from self inflicted harm br the confusion, the hope, the despair? br no its obvious...you'll never care br br but why can't i stop thinking of you br and why can't i forget whats through br its over and done and you dont understand br all i want....is to hold your hand br br i'll reread this until we meet again br think of your face and what i cant win br but somehow all my pain inside br is gone when i see your smile br br until i get home and then it shows br on my arm, you'll never know br I lie to cover the pain of you br and you believe my false truth br br kiss my arm and make my hurt go away br but you wont, so my pain'll stay br hurt by you, yet i still adore br the guy who's got me at an internal war br br casualty of love, that is me br but i'd do it all again just to be br feeling what i feel and dreaming what i dream br but you'll never see what you mean to me br br and you'll never be....