This pain is an entity on its own, br seperate from me, br has a life of its own, br runs away with a part of me, br and throbs in the darkness br to a tune that i dont know, br never heard, br It takes my soul captive br to jealousy, loss, br for things I don't want br never knew, br never wanted to, br Gave my soul up to, br in a pact that I never agreed to, br BUT I'M HERE br and will forget you, br because you existed apart from me br A thief, a falsehood, a side street; br a window, br an alternate reality br that i did not choose, br and never will. br I leave you behind.