No matter how it happened br You always seem to wonder br How we made it to this point br But, now were one no longer br The emptiness and solitude br Of reason and belief br The sadness and the depression that br You never seem to see br The sweat that trickles br Down my face br My eyes they burn br My heart, it races br My stomach’s tied br Into a knot br It feels like I br Have just been shot br I hate you, then I love you br I love you, then I hate br Why so much of this discussion br And why must we debate br I cannot live without you br Yet we can never be together br Is there even such a thing br As 'longer than forever'? br A part of me br Will not let go br And the other side br ...It just says no br I'm lost inside myself br I'm lost forever more br I wish I had the key br To unlock this f**king door br Feelings, br Feelings, br Endless br Dreaming br Love, lust, br Heart ache, sadness br Anger, fury, br And total madness! ! br What should I think br What should I be feeling br Should I be happy br Or should my wrists be bleeding? br Take this blade br And carve a lie br Into my skin br Or into the sky br Into the night br Written in stars br Some of them tears... br ...Others are scars br The oceans can dry br With spring in October br ...My ending is here... br ...We're finally over.... br We had a good run... br And I'll never forget br Please don't forget me.... br And please don't regret...