Sensitive br me cannot do administration, br the dreamer within me cannot type a list, br walking about as sensitive me nearly dying br of fatigue, trying to work as soft me I fall apart, br so I got up, shouted loudly, clapped my hands, br jumped up and down, sensitive me left and tough br me appeared; soft, feeling me is a basket case, br cannot do anything, moping about with no ability, br no strength, no power, I cannot live life like that, br so lock up her thoughts, don’t let her get out, here br we have tough and strong and cynical me to do br administration, only she can function within br meaningless life in routine, she can work up br energy to get busy, she doesn’t feel much – br that is her salvation, she is loud and full of br joie de vivre, without her feelings become br overpowering – but problem solved, with br tough me in charge, I can do things I hate, br read books I detest, deal with life without br getting hurt, without stumbling and br falling down, without needing time br to contemplate…br br Margaret Alicebr br