Started the day by crying, the nightingale br isn’t there, I’ve looked everywhere, a guru br says think positive thoughts and your br feelings will become positive too br br I thought how beautiful the pink clouds br at sunrise, how wonderful to have kind br colleagues; yet my headache didn’t go br away, I am not able to br br Reach friends who seem to be drowning, br there is nothing I can do, nothing but filling br in forms and reading complaints about the br Muslims trying to clear the world of sin br br The only way to do this is blowing up this br universe; Muslims are very bored, always br looking for a cause to go to war, still the br world knows population surplus br br Healthy people try to die by visiting doctors br for a fatal-illness diagnosis, reading news- br papers assiduously to see if they can create br the very same symptoms br br Dan Winter claims young people prefer dying br in an attempt to experience bliss, rather than br living long, boring lives; religion offers bliss, br much more exciting than sitting in an office br br I’d much rather go fight an exciting jihad than br reading boring documents, maybe I should br apply for a war-time post and send infidels br to their grave – oops, I’m an infidel too br br But that doesn’t matter, I’m a very spiritual br infidel and would build the morale of the br troops – much better for my morale than br manning an office, dreaming of James Bond br br Coming to save us from living death!br br Margaret Alicebr br